a strange change of mind has set in since my previous entry. for some reason i can't stop smiling while i chat to my bro on msn this evening and listening to my music i couldn't be happier with my life. i somehow know that everything is cool, everything is alright. this music im listening to 'under the sea' from the little mermaid. sebastien the crab lol he's so funny. i wonder why my mind changes so much. i wonder why i keep feeling all these different things, not knowing my future, then suddenly knowing its a wonderful world (song just changed to that). but it really is. partly because i think i knew that all along. partly because my bro said it is. i think i should stop worrying so much and perhaps listen to pete more...he seems to know me better than i do these days hehe. im going out with my friends later today. right now i am chatting to renato about websites and i realise to myself a lot of my friends have started making website, ever since pete and i decided to create pac. its a bit...interesting lol. first was lee, now aline and i wonder who else will follow. wow pete we are trendsetters :). time for bed i think. i started this post on tuesday and i have come back and finished it and its 2.54am on wednesday. goodnight.