Thursday, June 30, 2005

Hehe my dad emailed me this one;

A duck walks into a pub and orders a pint of lager and a ham sandwich.

The landlord looks at him and says, "But you're a duck".

"I see your eyes are working" replies the duck.

"And you talk!" exclaims the landlord.

"I see your ears are working" says the duck, "now can I have my beer and my sandwich please?".

"Certainly," says the landlord, "sorry about that, it's just we don't get many ducks in this pub. What are you doing round this way?"

"I'm working on the building site across the road" explains the duck.

So the duck drinks his beer, eats his sandwich and leaves. This continues for 2 weeks. Then one day the circus comes to town. The ringleader of the circus comes into the pub and the landlord says to him; "You're with the circus aren't you? I know this duck that would be just brilliant in your circus, he talks, drinks beer and everything!"

"Sounds marvellous" says the ringleader, "get him to give me a call."

So the next day, the duck comes into the pub. The landlord says, "Hey Mr.

Duck, I reckon I can line you up with a top job. Paying really good money!"

"Yeah?" says the duck, "Sounds great, where is it?"

"At the circus" says the landlord.

"The circus?" the duck enquires.

"That's right" replies the landlord.

"The circus? That place with the big tent? With all the animals? With the big canvas roof with the hole in the middle and all the cages?" asks the duck.

"That's right!" says the landlord.

The duck looks confused. "What the f**k do they want with a plasterer?"

anyone who is into german retro 70s wallpaper, see here ;)

anyone wanna know what computer they would have been working on 30 years ago (if consumers could actually afford them) go here

this is some old religious production on vynil...and its very very creepy.

on the topic of abortion, i am neutral...ish...but i am leaning towards the fact that if you dont want a child, then dont have unprotected sex, and if you fall pregnant, then care and love that child. to you, that child should be the most important thing in this world.

hoho, its the korean dog-shit-girl!

It began in a subway train with a girl whose dog made a mess on the train floor. When nearby elders told her to clean up the mess, she basically told them to fuck off. A nearby enraged netizen then took pictures of her and posted it, without any masking, on a popular website which started a nationwide witchhunt.

Within hours, she was labeled gae-ttong-nyue (dog-shit-girl) and her pictures and parodies were everywhere. Within days, her identity and her past were revealed. Request for information about her parents and relatives started popping up and people started to recognize her by the dog and the bag she was carrying as well as her watch, clearly visible in the original picture. All mentions of privacy invasion were shouted down with accusations of being related to the girl. The common excuse for their behavior was that the girl doesn't deserve privacy.

While the girl clearly behaved badly, those Korean netizens' behavior is even worse and inexcusably so. Abuse by the mob is indistinguishable from abuse by dictators yet they just don't see it in the heat of righteousness. Are they wary of ruining her life or hounding her into suicide? I doubt it. To quote some of them: her life deserves to be ruined and she won't kill herself because she is a thick-skinned bitch.

(Source: Don Park's Daily Habitat)

This is sourced from Reuters:

Asked in an interview with the tabloid daily Bild if he believed in aliens, Cruise said: "Yes, of course. Are you really so arrogant as to believe we are alone in this universe? Millions of stars, and we're supposed to be the only living creatures? No, there are many things out there, we just don't know," Cruise, 42, said in the interview published in German.

is it just me, or is tom cruise one of the most arrogant, egotistical retards ever?

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

"somewhat sad" by Quizz on Flickr

for everyone who has seen madagascar (and those that havent, you should!) i think the best background music was the one when alex the lion does his first show. the3 scene is very sensational, and the music is by hans zimmer, a composer who has done many compositions for many famous films, the music is called "zoosters breakout" and very beautiful. you should download it.

"20050628 Durban, South Africa" by gakout on Flickr

i think i can safely say, that my friendship with him is on the verge of non-existence.

"Spark" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

Upsidedown (Bouncing Off The Ceiling) - A*Teens


My Grades are down from A's to D's
I'm way behind in History
I've lost myself in fantasies
Of you and me together

I don't know why-iy-iy
but dreamin's all i do-do
I won't get by-iy-iy on mere imagination

Upsidedown, bouncin' off the ceilin'
Insideout, stranger to this feelin'
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you (to you)

My teacher, she says to concentrate
So what his name was peter the great
And Kings and Queens will have to wait
Cuz I don't have forever
I wish that I-iy-iy could walk right up to you-you
Each time I try-iy-iy the same old hesitation

Upsidedown, bouncin' off the ceilin'
Insideout, stranger to this feelin'
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you(to you)

Somehow,someway you will love me to
One day will be the day when all my dreams come true


yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Upsidedown, bouncin' off the ceilin
Insideout, stranger to this feelin'
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you

Upsidedown, bouncin' off the ceilin
Insideout, stranger to this feelin'
Got no clue what I should do
I'll go crazy if I can't get next to
and I'll go crazy if I can't next to
and I'll go crazy if I can't get next to you

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

omg i went iceskating!!! lol whoa it was so cool...i never thought i would ever be able to go...but it was great!...i cant skate for shit but oh well friends reckon i was ok...but im a bit competitive, so compared to them i am shit v_v...oh was not gonna talk about the bad stuff...i just feel depressed right now...but whats new i guess...

anyway talk to you soon!

i wish i could go again...but im not very good...

lol on so many sites i see these stupid poor people complain about the psp and how nintendo have such better games, and they spend much of their forum posts dissing the psp...IF U HATE IT SO MUCH, STOP SKIMMING OUR FORUMS DICKWAD!!...also i'd like to say that im sorry if your poor and cant afford a psp, but we arent all poor bitches who live in cardboard boxes, and we like our psps very much =) ur poor so f*** off lol

note: any people who think they are poor and who dont ever care about handheld gaming and psps and nintendo shit, then dw i still like u ;)

Monday, June 27, 2005

i wish i could play the holophonor

Sunday, June 26, 2005

Baby Love Child - Pizzicato Five
(First & second half, without chorus)

when i see you alone
i see what's in your mind
you love me yes you do
you don't need to tell me
i know you love me most
no one else take my place
you love me, yes you do
forever, and ever

when we kiss
i see what's in your heart
you love me yes you do
you don't need to tell me
i know you love me most
no one else take my place
believe me, you do
forever, and ever

we are in love
baby love child
i take you so high
groovy love child
give me a kiss
baby love child
do it again

we are in bed at night
i can see what you want
you want me yes you do
i know how you feel
you have all of my heart
i give you myself
forever and ever

we are in love
baby love child
i take you so high
groovy love child
give me a kiss
baby love child
do it again

hehe i just found out an interesting fact!...the spire on the empire state building was actually originally designed to be a mooring point for zeppelins!

Saturday, June 25, 2005

today was great, up until my friend had to go and be an immature jerk. im f***ing turning 19 for crying out loud...i don't go 'calculating how long ago someone's mom had sex with their dad to make them'. for crying out loud. tonight everything was cool, we we're watching tv and then i ask how old his sister is and how many years between all the children, and then gemma (his other sister) said "why? u trying to calculate when our parents had sex? =P" and i really dont care what she said and i said no, and explained that wanted to just know and then pete nudges me and laughs and makes it seem like i was trying to calculate it

its just a freaking insult.

only 10 minutes earlier him and his stupid sister had been pretending they had lightsabers and lit up the light on my keyring and some stupid spoon he got from the cocopops box.

he is just so fucking immature sometimes i dont know why i keep hanging around. i dont even think i trust him fully anymore just for various reasons...but when i start feeling like this, then it means its not working and it either needs to be fixed, or stopped...and he always manages to make me feel like he is innocent and im the bad one

ahh fuck this im sick of everything right now

"winter" by .wilkie on Flickr

"triangles" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

Friday, June 24, 2005

"spider" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

wwwwoooowwww i saw a psp tonight at the sony central thingy!!! its so crisp and clear!!...they had jap units there, but man oh man they were sweet!! the screens are very clear and the whole feel of it is very very nice!

i have to get one!!!!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

u know...i so want a psp...and a gps system for my car, and a new mobile phone, and an ipod, and new much BIGGER speakers for my car, and a huge screen to stick in my car to view pretty things on...and some other nice stuff i could have had once upon a time...but ive spent all my money on gifts for others...and im not someone selfish who wishes he didnt buy them presents in the first place...but they were really really expensive presents...and i wish i had just gotten them more...normal presents...but as i say, only the best for those i love...

china has always been a repressive country. its strongly communist, i guess as the US is strongly republic and patriotic. one thing thought, is that the US doesnt have such a stranglehold over its citizens as china wants to have. free speech is abundant in australia, it would be bedlam if it were any other way. when i read my rss a while ago i found this article which really makes me wonder, how can a country with such oppression, be so close to being one of the largest superpowers on the face of this planet?

here is what the rss article said:

Xeni Jardin: Snipped from the FT:

Microsoft's new Chinese internet portal has banned the words "democracy" and "freedom" from parts of its website in an apparent effort to avoid offending Beijing's political censors. Users of the joint-venture portal, formally launched last month, have been blocked from using a range of potentially sensitive words to label personal websites they create using its free online blog service, MSN Spaces.

Attempts to input words in Chinese such as "democracy" prompted an error message from the site: "This item contains forbidden speech. Please delete the forbidden speech from this item." Other phrases banned included the Chinese for "demonstration", "democratic movement" and "Taiwan independence".

"GT PSP" by ultramookie on Flickr

omg hot hot hot hot hot hot hot HOTT!!!

Monday, June 20, 2005

"Cosas de casa..." by besia on Flickr

these are such nice pegs! the lighting, focus, lens are all just great for this shot.

albeit a bit strange for anything other than a peg ad...

"twilight Akihabara" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

"Akibax" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

ahhh finally day 0, my last exam is tomorrow and its not really a feeling of relief, cos im not really that phased about my sure ive passed them all and im sure i will pass tomorrow's one...idno bout maths sure i passed.

i havent posted any photo;s ive found in a friend hiroki has taken some good ones so i will share them with you =) they are below!

You Belong To Me - Lifehouse

see the pyramids around the Nile
watch the sunrise from a tropic isle
just remember darling all the while -
you belong to me

see the marketplace in old Angier
send me photographs and souvenirs
just remember when a dream appears -
you belong to me

and I'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again -
you belong to me

oh I'll be so alone without you
maybe you'll be lonesome too

fly the ocean in a silver plane
see the jungle when it's wet with rain
just remember till you're home again -
you belong to me

Sunday, June 19, 2005

"my PSP" by tobitobi on Flickr

ooo sooooo shinyyyyyyyy

"PSP Billboard" by brianlau on Flickr

"PSP Billboard" by brianlau on Flickr

holy sh!t...thats one HUGE psp!

"PSP and PowerBook" by El Carbonite on Flickr

oh my gosh!!! i so want this on my desk!...actually i already have a new powerbook on my desk =P i just want a PSP aswell ;)

"PSP - Mirror" by his_photos on Flickr

ahhhhhh *drools*

Friday, June 17, 2005

what is it, when your walking along one day, and you pass by someone who you dont even know. you haven't seen them before, but for some reason, you feel like u need to know them.
what is it, when you are trying to think and focus, your mind just keeps wandering to this unknown person, and you just dont know why.
what is it, when you hug somebody, and you never want to let go, when you look at them, all your worries disappear.
what is it, when you can't imagine life without someone, and you cant imagine how you had lived your life previous to meeting them.
what is it, when you wake up everyday, and you want to shout from the rooftops to everyone about how happy you are.
what is it, when your trying to do work, but you can't help but wonder what this person is thinking, what they're doing.
what is it, when it comes to saying goodbye, you just dont wanna start the car and drive away from them.
what is it, when you starts smiling because you cant get this person off your mind.
and what is it, when you want to hold onto something so dearly, that you become afraid of holding too tight and they slip away.
what is it, when you just know something in your life is just right, and you never want it to end, but your past tells you that everybody who matters will leave you.

what is that?

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

alright, well i dont think i will stop posting =P...anyway i have just been waiting all night for to finally become available, (it had a count down; 12 Days Left, 11 Days Left etc) and so i waited and now its 0 days left, but they have decided to post a little note saying "come back later today for our grand opening!" and im like =o...i want to use it NOW!!! *sigh*...oh well...anyway now ive found from somewhere else this blogger widget for my beautiful mac os x tiger dashboard (konfabulator is gay =P) and im testing if it works...its still in beta so i am going to double check my posts on blogger just to see if they actually have been blogged =P anyway if you can all see this, it worked!!! cya for now ^_^v

dammit it wont let me post without a title!!! stupid thing im not using this anymore till they fix it =(

Monday, June 13, 2005

this is definately my last post for now;

the other day i was trawling through blogs and i came across this very...i dont know how to its so, dark and saddening, some parts are ok, but the general feeling is very deep hatred and sadness. im only sharing it because i think a lot of what is on there has truth and i dont like to shy away from when peopel take time to express themselves, even if it might kill them to do so. especially about very deep and personal things.

the address is

"Sidelong" by  Smaragd on Flickr

even though this photo seems so lifeless, its rather off-putting for me...surreal too...

ive just finished my IPE152 exam and i think i went ok...that outlook will of course change after i get my results back and realise ive failed miserably :P...but for now "i did ok"...

got M115 exam in 4 days and 4 days after that i have my last exam, which is ST152

then freedom = total petey + me time = total fun time = total relaxation time

i cant wait!!!

but for now, i think this might be my last post, until after the 21st that is (thats when my last exam is)...wish me luck please!!! i have to pass math or i get kicked out of uni v_v.

anyhow, if this isnt the last post u read before the 21sy, its cos im procrastinating w00t!

cya ^_^v

people these days seem to throw around phrases that are meant to mean a lot more than what they do today. "oh i love that top!" or "awww i love ur doggy sally!"...

when people say they love someone, or something, it should be a feeling that cannot be topped, its something that should be said to only a few things in life, for it is only a few things that we can truly love, our parents, our wife/husband etc. people say they love their gfs and bfs...but they dont really, and this isnt from my own bad experiences, but just not in my opinion anyway...gfs and bfs at this stage in life are definately temporary, their relationships coming to a stop for various reasons every second of every day. how can we love something we can give up so easily?...we cant

i just think its a shame that things that are meant to mean so much, have become to mean so little when you think about it.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

i feel like shit right now...and its not cos of my sickness v_v

Friday, June 10, 2005

i am so sick right now...i have a bad cough...its more like a hack actually, i cough and it feels like my throat is tearing v_v

ive been studying hard for my exams, i am most determined to pass math this year and i am sure that i will achieve what is needed for my other two subjects. if i am not to pass math for myself, it is so that i can stay close to my brother, so he is never alone, and i can never be without him.

i have felt really bad these past weeks, ive been noticing my tolerance with my brother is waning and i am finding myself care less and less the more he doesnt want to see the woes of his ways. i dont want to grow up and be hurtful to him, and if there was one thing i could wish for, it would be that we didnt fight as much as we isnt a lot, like everyday, but fighting with him at all is too much for me.

i am hoping these holidays will bring more happiness to our lives, the holidays always do...i just wish that he and i had more time to spend together, because whenever it is holidays for us, it is worktime for him. all the time. i hate that, but i go and help out at his work so that i can be near him.

i hope i have good luck for my exams, and i dont want to fail any, but if i do, please please dont let it be maths v_v

"yellow blink" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr

whoa psychadellic! (never thought i'd ever use that word =p)

Thursday, June 09, 2005

"nap time in the big bed" by sesame ellis on Flickr

awww ^_^

Wednesday, June 08, 2005 they disappear like the fog right after they have been fulfilled?

no, surely, new trust must be born...

along with the heart that has been hoping to be fulfilled...

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

hahaha u know whats so damn funny...i was just watching 'border security' on channel 7...anyway the stupid aborigine reckons he is above the law and can jump a queue when checking into the country...he doesnt need to check in cos he is exempt, he is aboriginal!!...haaaaahahaha...and he reckons he is "protecting his people mate" when he doesnt declare goods at the customs counter...hahaha omfg rofl ...he is a joke in the first aborigine israeli and he comes here thinking this shit lol...let me say something to all aborigines living in australia who happen to read this and who answer 'yes' to the question "do you think aboriginals have more right to land than the whiteys": YOU ARE NOTHING MORE THAN ANYBODY dont MEAN anymore than anybody else, your not MORE IMPORTANT, and as a sidenote, you probably wont ever be.

dont walk around like ur some big hotshot who owns this country, cos u walked over on the ice all those thousands of years ago. ur not native to this land...and whatever land u wanna claim is yours, you can shove it right up your coight, cos you are entitled to NOTHING when it comes to aussie land. the native title agreement is a farce, and to tell you the truth, its only in existence cos the government would rather shut you up than listen to your bitching and drunken slurring for the next thouand years.

yay i have banana chips!! =D

"sniff sniff" by Hiroki Blue on Flickr


Monday, June 06, 2005

what does it mean to have the proverbial rug pulled from beneath your feet, by the one who you would never have thought would do such a thing.

i cant think correctly right now...i dont know what to think...i dont know what to understand about things.

i just dont know.

my feelings for someone have been misplaced so greatly...but i dont know how to rectify it...each time i try, i keep failing.

someone please help me...its no good for me. my friends all tell me im wasting my good friends all tell me to be careful...but i dont want to listen to them...they could never know how happy i happy......

this song isnt doing anything for my thought pattern...nothing helps me to think anymore...i just cant do it anymore...i dont want this anymore =(

here are the lyrics of the song i am listening to...maybe they will make u see how its making my mind boggle

yesterday, words were not enough
even if we pass each other, don't stop
i want to understand more

sometimes I want to be alone
even as i journey, my heart is not content
and then I take notice of the one that's important to me

always, always
days will not always go well, but do smile
the amount of joy i felt
with only the few words that you gave to me
is what i will always remember

memories, on the way back in mid-winter
footprints in the white snow
a warm feeling descends and builds

someday, the time for us to part will come
surely, we will still be friends
for i can always feel you closer than anyone else

faraway, faraway
the future that i only saw shining is there straight ahead, so come, we must go
that the wishes you longed for
will most surely come true
is what i will always believe in

always, always
days will not always go well, but do smile
the amount of joy i felt
with only the few words that you gave to me
is what i will always remember

faraway, faraway
the future that i only saw shining is there straight ahead, so come, we must go
that the wishes you longed for
will most surely come true
is what i will always believe in
that is what i will always believe in

aaaahh i just watched love hina, episode 13...and the ending is very nice ^_^...sometimes, i get moved by things, because i relate them to myself...and even childish animes can move me...and this was very nice. im not going to tell you how it moved me, but i wil say you should see it, because its very sweet =)

Sunday, June 05, 2005

why do you love me...why?

because i came alive when i met you

Saturday, June 04, 2005

do you know what day i like the most out of each week?...its saturdays =)...wanna know why?...cos i get to spend the entiiiire day with peter =D...most of the time (95%) we have fun...but sometimes when we get upset at one another or something...i still love hanging out with him...i never can seem to stay angry at him for too long...which both pleases me and annoys me at the same time lol...but every saturday, i just love going over to his house and getting to spend time with him...because i thinks its important to spend time with those you love and dont necessarily get to live with...and ino some of you out there would say i already see him enough at uni...but you just dont get our friendship...and u just dont know how fun it is, and how even if we spent every living moment with each other, it wouldnt be enough hehehe =)...i just wanna say how happy i am =D ^_^

Friday, June 03, 2005

"night shot" by kitakitts on Flickr

whaaa this is such a nice building!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

i wish i could slit their throats with my own hands.

i just saw on channel 7 news about head-stomping attacks in perth, the two latest ones were at the train station on a traveller and another in northbridge. fucked up, brain dead worthless trash kids who have no future bashing up others and when they fall, stomping repeatedly on their face and head, the traveller getting it 10 times and the other guy getting it 7. this is why i hate this place, this is why i dont want to be here. people talk about the weirdo people in tasmania, but they dont want to see how they themselves are living in a really REALLY fucked up place. i dont know why people would do this, i dont know what would cross their minds. i know they do it to feel some sick, twisted sense of power...but its not power when your opponent is unconscious on the ground in front of you

you havent won when you beat up someone unconscious...weak cunts they are.

if i could just get one of would be better if i got them all...and i strung them out on tables and lashed their hands and feet down so they couldnt move (just so they can feel as helpless as their victims). i would have no problem, stabbing them repeatedly with a metal cooking skewer. i would have no problem getting a normal hammer and smashing their jaw and face repeatedly until it was so disfigured, nobody could ever tell who they were. i would take the same hammer and smash every toe on both feet, one by one, making sure to eventually fracture every bone that made up their feet so they could never walk again. i wouldnt kill them. i would just want them to live with that reminder constantly, every time they woke up, and looked in the mirror.

"Oriental Boxes 2001" by bfraz on Flickr

these are pretty cool boxes ;)

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

don't you just hate it, when you keep refreshing your friend's blog to see if they have posted, only to find out they haven't posted and the only thing you are doing is pushing their page hit counter up and up making them seem more and more popular v_v...see the only reason i dont have a that as much as i'd love for people to see how popular i am with the huge number that might appear on much rather not let people know how FEW people visit my blog with the very low number that will appear on it =(

After numerous rounds of "We don't even know if Osama is still alive", Osama himself decided to send George W a letter in his own handwriting to let him know he was still in the game. Bush opened the letter and it appeared to contain a coded message:


Bush was baffled, so he typed it out and emailed it to Colin Powell. Colin and his aides had no clue either so they sent it to the CIA. No one could solve it so it went to the NSA and then to MIT and NASA and the Secret Service. Even Britain's MI6 couldn't help. Eventually they asked the Australian Anti-Terrorist Department to decipher the letter. They cabled the White House: "Tell the President he is looking at the message upside down."

"Karuizawa" by Marcelino Tamura on Flickr

i dont think this photo needs comment, except that i wish i could find this and experience it myself =)

"indomonopoly" by .wilkie on Flickr

it really is a shame about schapelle heart goes out to her...and u know what, i feel even worse cos people are asking for the donations back they made for the tsunami, when it went to the people of indonesia to help them.

one thing i would like to say, and if anyone reading this is indonesian, i make NO apology for this, but YOUR GOVERNMENT IS FUCKED UP AND THEY NEED TO BE KILLED SLOWLY. preferably by having their limbs ripped off, and they be left with open wounds in the desert to rot alive. i just dont trust anything that doesnt grow past 4ft and makes bomb-making a class in their highschools

hehehe i removed my navbar up the top ^_^

so that was it.

i know i didnt carry enough faith in myself,
i am to blame.

i was afraid, even if there had been no hurt, we would someday go our seperate ways,
but, i have to put that behind me now and live in the present...believing in the future.

maybe you can...

i have just seen my past in you...and i will remain here, by your side.

no matter what past i've had, no matter what thoughts i still hold...i want to keep making new memories with you

"Charlotte's Mouth" by Rúben on Flickr

a little off balance, but otherwise a very nice pan


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