this isnt going to be long entry. for some reason, i dont feel like...talking...or doing...anything really. just sitting. and watching this film. im not even listening to it. my bro isnt talking...i wonder if somethings up or im just paranoid. i think the latter. im very tired. i think i should sleep soon. i had fun today. was kool. lately, in the past four months, ive been appreciating my friends for different reasons. wanting to spend time with them, just to do that. spend time. not to necessarily talk, do anything at all. but as long as i am with my friends, i find i am content. i think i was like this even in darwin actually. then it disappeared when i started mixing with the first mob of perth people who i knew when i left in grade 3. they never really were...the right sort of friends for me. didnt really fit in. so i lost my wanting to hang with friends, and since i met my new uni friends, its come back. i have only one person to thank for that and they know who they are. u know, i can still remember that day. it keeps popping up in my head when i sit down to think, and now i think i know why. its the day that changed my life.