Tuesday, November 30, 2004

hehe ive had the greatest past couple of days..and tomorrows gonna be wikid as well :D...hanging out with my bro at his shop and making everything CLEAN again :P...hehe people think i work there now :P im like "hehe yeh hi...i dont actually work here lol"...haha nah not had to say that yet...i just say "thanks! :)" with a smiley face when they put their dishes on the bar lol...i enjoy going there...gets me out of the house...i can make the shop all nice and neat...and i can be near my bro to talk to him whenever i want :D...and did i mention keep everything neat? :P...i cant bear messy fridges...its all about presentation people!!! presentation!...now chop chop! :P...haha and i love wendy's hot chocolates :D...hehe every day she is like "hey do u want a hot chocolate?" and being polite i say "hehe i might have one later" cos i dont wanna make her work or anything...and she is like "hehe so gorgeous u are dont be shy i will make u one :)" and im like "aww hehe thankyou!! :)"

ahhh...i love it there lol...hmm if only i could go there all the time...and not have to go home to my home later :P

well i better go now...ill talk to whoever reads this later hehe...cya :)


Monday, November 29, 2004

weeeeeeeeeee!! :D...had a great day today...been hanging out at my bro's shop all day and had the greatest time ^_^...one of the girls there who i didnt know said "why are you working?" and i said "cos im bored lol" and she was like chuckling to herself lol..."bored" she said lol...but yeh...really cool day :D...helped petey with the refridgenator and the dwinks...and yeh...cleaned up heaps and had a hot chocolate that wendy made!!...gotta run now..cya! :D


*sigh* i just had a big talk with pete...i always manage to upset him :(...i really dont think im that nice a person...always being a bastard


Sunday, November 28, 2004

my holidays have started...i havent posted in a couple of months...the last time was in august :(...i guess i stopped cos i chose to live my life rather than document it...but...i thought that i should let some stuff out of my system...i have needed to for a while...but i thought thats what best friends were for...i thought i could go to my best friend at any time and talk about things...have a phone call without his mum yelling...and if she did, he could at least tell her that he DOES happen to have a best friend...*sigh* i guess typing it here lets me get it out...but id rather have someone to depend on and talk to than a screen...not very...exciting. i can guarantee one thing...i am never going to post again once my best friend starts talking to me like how i thought we were sposed to...maybe im too, needy?...too...controlling?...perhaps im just a loser who doesnt know shit about anything...*sigh*...all i want is to be able to talk to him...and have him talk back...thats what i really want...i talk to him all the time..but he hardly replies :(...i wish there was some way of telling him how important to me it was that i had him there...to talk to and to hear stuff from...to get advice from...or maybe ill be stuck posting on this blog forever...hoping this inanimate computer can relieve my pains :(


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