Sunday, December 05, 2004
ahhh :)...i decided to write this blog cos i wanted to just let my mind get off the troubles its on right now...i decided to clean my rooms...picked up all the clothes off my bedroom floor and im going to vacuum my office...i wish i were more like my brother...such a good guy...cept wont speak...that part i wish would change. i really wish i knew how to find out why he has problems talking to me...i want to know why he cant seem to make conversation and why he thinks everything in his head is not worth talking about...i was crying last night...except he doesnt know...he doesnt know how much i miss him...even tho ive spent ever day with him this past week, he seems so far away because i cant talk to him...i talk to him, but get no reply...i may as well talk to my wall. i really wish he would speak to me...tell me whats on his mind...he is happy to listen...but not happy to talk...maybe i should just shuttup and we can be two mute friends...drifting apart without even realising it till one day one of us needs to ask the other their name because we dont know each other anymore.
