i feel i am becoming a weaker person by the day. i came from total distrust of others, into trusting someone with more than my life. i cant help but feel that sometimes they might betray me, even though in my heart, i know, i KNOW they never would. but then whhy do i feel sometimes i cannot trust them? i get lost in my own thought, trying to figure him out. i do not need to think so much, he is my best friend.
i know...i know...
i would like to say sorry, those around me must wonder what im doing here. you must wonder too. i am here just like everybody else, trying to find my niche in life. a life not owned by one person, but a shared life, in which we all must participate.
its not hard. we all love.
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