ive been studying hard for my exams, i am most determined to pass math this year and i am sure that i will achieve what is needed for my other two subjects. if i am not to pass math for myself, it is so that i can stay close to my brother, so he is never alone, and i can never be without him.
i have felt really bad these past weeks, ive been noticing my tolerance with my brother is waning and i am finding myself care less and less the more he doesnt want to see the woes of his ways. i dont want to grow up and be hurtful to him, and if there was one thing i could wish for, it would be that we didnt fight as much as we do...it isnt a lot, like everyday, but fighting with him at all is too much for me.
i am hoping these holidays will bring more happiness to our lives, the holidays always do...i just wish that he and i had more time to spend together, because whenever it is holidays for us, it is worktime for him. all the time. i hate that, but i go and help out at his work so that i can be near him.
i hope i have good luck for my exams, and i dont want to fail any, but if i do, please please dont let it be maths v_v
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