what does it mean to have the proverbial rug pulled from beneath your feet, by the one who you would never have thought would do such a thing.

i cant think correctly right now...i dont know what to think...i dont know what to understand about things.

i just dont know.

my feelings for someone have been misplaced so greatly...but i dont know how to rectify it...each time i try, i keep failing.

someone please help me...its no good for me. my friends all tell me im wasting my time...my good friends all tell me to be careful...but i dont want to listen to them...they could never know how happy i am...how happy......

this song isnt doing anything for my thought pattern...nothing helps me to think anymore...i just cant do it anymore...i dont want this anymore =(

here are the lyrics of the song i am listening to...maybe they will make u see how its making my mind boggle

yesterday, words were not enough
even if we pass each other, don't stop
i want to understand more

sometimes I want to be alone
even as i journey, my heart is not content
and then I take notice of the one that's important to me

always, always
days will not always go well, but do smile
the amount of joy i felt
with only the few words that you gave to me
is what i will always remember

memories, on the way back in mid-winter
footprints in the white snow
a warm feeling descends and builds

someday, the time for us to part will come
surely, we will still be friends
for i can always feel you closer than anyone else

faraway, faraway
the future that i only saw shining is there straight ahead, so come, we must go
that the wishes you longed for
will most surely come true
is what i will always believe in

always, always
days will not always go well, but do smile
the amount of joy i felt
with only the few words that you gave to me
is what i will always remember

faraway, faraway
the future that i only saw shining is there straight ahead, so come, we must go
that the wishes you longed for
will most surely come true
is what i will always believe in
that is what i will always believe in