but i also found myself if im pulling on the leash too much...i wonder am i smothering him too much, not letting him grow, afraid he will leave me on my own. should i take a chance and trust him?...i trust him anyway, i guess i just dont want to be 25 years old and find myself with nobody left. and that situation could come from me smothering him to much and him giving up on our friendship, or me letting him run wild and him seeing there are much better people in this world than me.
i really dont know what to do anymore...and i wish i had someone to tell me what i should do.
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