i just dont understand...peter doesnt seem to ever let me help him with anything, he never comes to me when he needs something and he never relies on me to do stuff. not because im unreliable, just because he thinks i am too busy as it is. but that is bullshit. yeh ino im busy, but why wont he need me for anything?...everybody else asks me to help them or do stuff and i am happy to do it (until they start using me, but even then i dont mention anything so yer...)...but he is my best friend and he thinks i am too busy to help him or some shit. i dont know whether to think of it as an insult cos he doesnt need his own best friend, or kindness cos he is considerate. but right now i am so annoyed that everyone else can pile so much onto me, but he cant seem to find it in him to ask me for help when his alternatives are so illogical and stupid.
fuck.
